Soooo, my older brother's wife is expecting a baby girl next month and I am beside myself because I get to have a little baby to enjoy. Lately I have been having baby fever, so my niece will either set me straight or help me make up my mind once and for all about babies.
See, for the last few years, I have been on the fence about kids and I felt that as much as I loved them, I didn't think I wanted any of my own. I was enjoying being on my own and being selfish with my time and choices. However, that has changed again and I want a baby, so I need to figure out, once and for all what I want. Especially since I will need to make a choice as to how the baby is going to come about; sperm donor or husband...I will either need to make a financial choice or relationship choice. Honestly, I think I am more scared of making a relationship choice, that will be a lifetime investment and committment as opposed to a one and done.
Either way, I am excited about having a new niece. This means another trip to Texas, I already took one trip to see my brother. This new trip will be to spend time with my niece and I know I will enjoy that. Regardless of the expense, it will be worth it.
Happy Happy Joy Joy!!!!
