I still cannot believe that October is about to come to an end. It seems like January was just yesterday, but when I look back on all I have achieved this year I can truly believe that 10 months of this year are almost over.
When this year began I had a few items on my list that I really wanted to achieve. Staying on track health wise and getting a part time job. I have seemingly achieved both goals, knock on wood, and I am on my way to having a very successful year in terms of doing all I need to do to have peace of mind about my life.
I still falter every now and then with staying on my physical health journey, but all in all I am hanging in there and trying to get to my destination. I feel like this is the longest journey to my goal weight I have ever taken. It seems like every time I gain some momentum, I falter, stumble and fall off. I hover at the 250lb goal weight and just stay there and hold on to that post like a lifesaver. I just need to push past this post and get to where I need to be. In as much as I feel like not getting back to my heaviest weight is a success, I still need to get to my goal weight. Not moving backward is definitely progress, but not moving forward is a kind of failure; one that I need to push through and past.
I can do this, I know that I have it in me, I just need to figure out how to go about doing it in a way that is sustainable. I cannot keep failing, I fear that if I do, eventually I may just give up.
No comments:
Post a Comment